Melancholy

recently,i have a little bit melancholy about my life. it must be too many pressure on money,love and my future life. i have no tutor job about one month.that's awful. i use the money mon give it to me and i saved before. i begin to love my life in the intern life. in that year, i can earn about fifty thousands and enjoy shopping anyting easily.i think it's God put us through hard paces.it is test for us "poor students".but i thanks God to give me a real girl rita.however,god would u plz giving me a chance to find a job and a easy life. i wann satisfy my life with any desire.i need to work hard but greed for everything.RWR forever.